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sometimes i stand in front of the mirror and check myself out, especially on days when the scale shows a slightly lower number.
i assess my good features and the ones i want to work on more. i try on outfits that i’m longing to look good in and try to estimate when i’ll have the balls to wear them in public.
i feel out my hip bones and thighs and wonder what that area is going to look like when the better part of the fat has melted away. sometimes i’m afraid that it’ll look strange, like i couldn’t know maybe my hipbones poke out extremely weird and i just never knew because i was busy burying them in cheeseburgers and fries and midnight snacks.
then i get myself together. i’m not gonna look weird. at least not as weird as i look now.
and hopefully i won’t care how i look, because i’ll just feel okay with myself and my body, and i’ll be comfortable in my skin.
you know whats better than stuffing your face with shitty food?
- Watching the numbers on the scale go down
- Watching my skin get clearer and more even in tone
- Eating juicy, nourishing fruits and vegetables and feeling satisfied instead of brownies, cakes, and cookies that you’ll only regret, filled with empty calories
- Eventually having all the clothes in the store fit, instead of crying because you’re muffin top won’t let you zip up your jeans
- Having smaller, perkier breasts instead of saggy unshapely ones
- Being able to wear short shorts, skirts, and bikinis without worrying that your ass looks gross because of a ton of cellulite, uneven skin tone, and lumpy fat
- Turning heads in admiration, not disgust
- Having a hot body when everyone around you is out of shape and obese
- Having curves, and not curves of backfat and stomach rolls
- Having all stores cater to your size, instead of having to order ‘plus sized’ clothing online, or in specialized stores with huge mark-ups
- Being able to go thrift store shopping knowing that they’ll have something that fits instead of settling for the only shapeless item that fits you
- Being able to wear tight fitting outfits, like form-fitting dresses and t-shirts without it riding up over your stomach or making you look like a sausage casing about to explode
- Being able to wear high heels without having to carry around all that extra weight
- Having a body that you worked hard for, fought hard for, and now get to show off instead of cover up
- Not have to worry about baggy loose clothes making you fatter because you’ll already be thin
- More defined facial features, neck, collarbones, skinnier forearms, more visible cheekbones
- Not needing to wear a bra with everything because your boobs are too big and saggy
- Not havinng to wear *shapewear~* or t’tummy concealing’ jeans
- Spending less money on junk food at the supermarket
- Feeling great about yourself and all the hard work you’ve put in





